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Endurance

To love in good and bad times isnt a easy road, each and one of us have had ups and downs in our relationships. Expecially when we are married and living togheter. The subject I want to bring up to the surface is endurance in love. Loving for me is like breathing, love is always everlasting and I live for love. Endurance is also called sufferance, the ability humans have to maintain a position for a long period of time. The position I speak of is called faith. The Bible says; - "Love knows no limit to its endurance no end to its trust, Love stills stand when all else has fallen". - Corinthians 13:7-8. Endurance is not just the ability to bear a hard thing, but to turn it into glory - William Barclay. Everything we look at, we react to with our feelings. If it is not the way we expected we have the ability to change our first perception by acting and giving away our changeable energy to counteract the cruel world as we see it at first. I feel like a messenger, a messenger of truth. When the time is clear, and my heart shakes of injustice, my lips speak of truth.   
26.9.08 23:12


Drama Kitty

 

17.8.08 17:06


The Secret Ingredient

whats the secret?

 We have all one time or another wondered about how to make it more easier to live. If we just knew the resources we could take advantage of to know the hidden key in life. I have from time to time wondered about this painting as many others also have done and still do unto this day. What is hiding in this picture, has it a deeper meaning? Or is it supposed to remain as it is?  - A dark, picturesque nature in the background and a woman that smiles lightly apon the painter? Some things just is what it is. We dont know our path in life, or what it may bring. What is hiding behind the next door or if it will rain tomorrow. What we have to focus on is to face the concentration back inwards, not outwards towards the world, our fate.. We are kept in the background UNTIL we are ready to see the whole picture. We have to learn on our path, and then the pieces will reveal its true paiting all in the very end.

 

16.8.08 23:33


Coincidental Meeting?

On my way out I met a man called Boygo, he was Nigerian. He bisycled and had a newspaper in his backpocket when I saw him. The conversation ran fluid as we sat on the brick seat nearby a old church. We talked about job, energy, money, starsigns (by the way - he was a taurus. ) My colmplete opposite. As many others he had the same look upon his face when I told him my sign. Scoorpio --- oooooh*

He told me that he had been working for a secondhand company in London for many years and on his t-shirt it was written his companys brandname.

We talked about Nigeria, and I am always curious to know peoples backgrounds. He went on and on and talked about war and disputes between the police officers, armed robbery on the streets at night downtown in Nigeria. He has an apartment at the top of a building and he says, - "whats the point of reading about history, when I can just look down!" I was amazed by his question and I asked in reply: - "What do you see when you don`t read books then?" I see harmony, love withouth money or any safe earnings, at night the criminals take their resources at hand (guns, weapons etc ..) and break in cars and steal many things. I see contrasts as anywhere in the world. I see life, when I dont read books.

 Nigeria Downtown

 

I asked him what religion he was, and he gave me an unusual answer

which I liked very much. Im spiritual. After that the conversation led to an even more interesting and more facination turn. He told me that he usually visits the spiritual church. - "Its, 1000 years old!" Nooo* I dont believe you, I say. And off we go to investigate. Hahaha* I always want to know, I always seek the truth about everything.

Right outside the church I read the different signs. One apperent one said: - "This Church is 1001 years old". He was right, I was both shocked and pretty amazed. I have never seen anything that old. We went around the cemetary and looked at the tombes and there were many dated all the way back to early 17` century.

Aker Kirke

We went inside and he asked me if I wanted to light some candles. I lit 6 candles.

#1: My grandmother, that she could be safe. #2: My stephfather, giving him blessings. #3: Myself, for strengthening my wishes in life. #4: Boyga, there are no coinisidences. #5: My boyfriend, Joakim, I love him dearly.  #6: The world, for peace. 

 

14.8.08 15:11


Party

 

9.8.08 01:42


Calming Music

 

9.8.08 01:26


Shopping

Hey dolls, how you doing today? I have just finished work and now Im off to do some shopping baby! Do you want to follow my steps, you need to keep updated on when I write about it, or you will miss out. Lets go, hey ho!*

 Today after work I went shopping at the mall at Oslo City,  in Oslo, Norway and I got some fabolous pictures for my portfolio as well. Well here we go. 

I went to a shop and saw some nice dresses and I had to take some photo shoots of them. The one on top  is like a ballroom dress in black and silver and the dress to the right black and gold.

Miss Lola : Today I saw a French clothing store hidden amidst the croud. I went in and it was pure heaven, it was a magnificent sight to be so astonished by my own expectations of this shop. First I thought it was a OK shop, but then it amazed me tremendously. They had great shoes, high heeled stillettoes from italy and france. This golden / bronze purse I bought for 500 kroners. Gold Bikinis and very sexy clothing for females.

 I bought this dress from work, do you like it? I sure do! I have worn it one time and I felt very daring in this dress. It has small pockets on the thigh area that is very cute and unusual to have on a piece of clothing like this.

I`ll be wearing this tomorrow when I go out with my friends and boyfriend. <3 Owwweee* Its so hot, I also bought some accezories that works wonders with this dress Ill have on. Are you jelous? Well* You should be!

This is not even worth writing about, It is what it is ...

   

 

 

9.8.08 01:19


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